Trusting God to do what is hard is not easy. He will never leave you and will always give you a way out that is if you are willing. Many times we say we are willing but are we really. Last week was one of those weeks and it was hard and very troubling.
The bible says that we must submit to God an Pick up the Cross well that is not much fun sometimes but when we do that act obidence is blessed by God. I have seen him work miricles in my life and I am slow to learn and he fast to forgive.
When God send you a wake up call, are you going to answer or are you going to hide. Trust me eventually he will find you, well you will want to find him. Ask and you will receive God Loves you and is there for you.